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Redefining the Sacred: Utah’s “Rock Church”

From the outside, the evangelical Protestant church in Draper, Utah, did not look much like the churches I was accustomed to. For one thing, it lacked a steeple; its squat square shape would have been more reminiscent of a doctor’s office or company headquarters, if it were not for the large lettering on the side that proclaimed the building as “The Rock Church” in a modern sans-serif, beside a logo made up of the letter R and a stylized cross. The building’s foyer seemed to me a hybrid of a movie theater and a sports arena, and I wandered for a few moments, lost, finding my bearings.

Unbeknownst to the relaxed churchgoers all around me, the redhead in the colored button-up shirt standing between the sound booth and the plates of bread and wine had intruded into a completely unfamiliar world. Not knowing whether the large auditorium should be treated more like the traditional chapels I was familiar with or the Plain White T’s concert I had attended when I was thirteen, I settled for sitting quietly on the third row and observing those around me as they wandered in, trusting the principle that one can learn much about an event from the faces of those in attendance. Outside, friends had greeted one another warmly and chatted excitedly on the sidewalk, evincing a level of familiarity to which I was an outsider. After the countdown on the giant television screens reached zero and the band invited us to stand as they launched into their first piece, I looked around and noted the reactions of others in the congregation. Most swayed back and forth gently, several waving an arm in the air as they felt the music (a welcomingly familiar emotion given my own background as a musician), some sipping coffee and talking quietly to one another.

Indeed, as the service continued, I noticed more and more features that stood in defiance of traditional fixtures of worship, the first being the time-honored relationship between volume and reverence. The symbols of priesthood and authority were likewise absent, and I was at a loss for what title to apply to the man who spoke to the congregation between songs. Was he the pastor? A priest? The lead singer? Categories that I had accepted as either sacred or secular were blurred and combined, and nowhere was this more evident than during communion, which followed after the initial band performance of about half an hour. The guitarist remained on stage, playing a simple, atmospheric line with a contemplative, pleasant, and ethereal mood as the traditional bread and wine were distributed. Then a man (whom I realized was the actual pastor) said a rhythmic prayer from the stage, not like the chopped melodic line of a Lutheran priest during mass, but rather like the accompanied recitation of a poem, a spoken petition to God that seemed magnified, enhanced, and even answered by the peace of the background melody.

The explanation for this redefinition of sacred categories came in the pastor’s sermon. He displayed an image of a hippie bus on the screens (“Not the real bus,” he commented, “I just looked up ‘old bus’”) and narrated how a group of “Jesus hippies” drove from campus to campus and preached in the 1960s and 70s. The pastor’s father encountered them, converted to Christianity, studied as a pastor, and “planted” a church that led to the founding of over 30 more churches, including The Rock. The point, this second-generation pastor explained, is that “God is on the move,” and He can use whatever he wants for the gospel’s sake. With that explanation, suddenly the hippie bus was more than a Google Images stock photo—it was a sacred object. And suddenly, the presence of all the accoutrements of a contemporary rock band in a church was no longer so strange. The pastor’s words carried far beyond a hippie bus; if God is on the move and uses anything and everything for the gospel’s sake, then that also included, in this particular instance, two guitars, one keyboard synth, one drum set, and one full sound crew.

The band closed the service with an energetic piece that took its refrain from John 3:16, “For God so loved the world…” though it was a different lyric that remained with me long after the service had ended: “Taste of His goodness / Find what you’re looking for.” Those words of John 3:16, that God so loved the world that He gave His son, have spread in innumerable ways since the first century—they have been read with wonder in Roman villa house-churches, recited in Latin from pulpits ornamented and plain, copied by the pens of countless monks, printed in ink by Gutenberg’s press, carried by missionaries to unknown lands, publicly proclaimed by itinerant preachers, sung from a millennium of hymnals. In The Rock Church, the twenty-first century’s new collection of sacred objects was on full display in all its aural amplitude, and the peaceful chatter of the congregation testified that among the fold-up chairs, the electronic buzz of amped-up guitars, the tithing box labeled with a Venmo address, and the aftertaste of timeless sacramental wine, this diverse group of worshippers had found what they were looking for. ∎

This article was written for a humanities course at BYU. I anticipate writing a series of articles about different events in the community.

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Personal Update

The Airborne Toxic Event

Today I learned that scholars think there’s a 5 to 20 percent chance that humanity will have gone extinct by the end of the century.

Now, I’m not huge on end-of-the-world scenarios, but there’s nothing that reminds one of their mortality quite like walking out the door to a grey world and the scent of smoke–not the pleasant smoke of a campfire, but an oddly sweet mixture, difficult to place, somewhere between tree sap and dilapidated shed and with a hint of roasted marshmallow. The towering mountains were completely obscured by the fog, giving an ethereal quality to the scene: we might just as easily have been on an eerily quiet island as in mountain suburbia. The smoke, odor, and wind combined to inhibit the senses and make the neighborhood feel almost like the aftermath of some disaster.

In his last lecture to our class, my biology professor summarized the capabilities of humans with two slides: the 9-11 terror attacks and the bombing of Hiroshima. The photographs elicited a grim, awkward silence from the class. He could have chosen any number of images to represent what Homo sapiens have accomplished in the 300,000 or so years of our existence. Perhaps Johannes Gutenberg’s printing press, or the Sistine Chapel ceiling, or even Adam Young on stage. Instead, it was a reminder of the tremendous destructive potential that humans have developed, greater than anything nature has come up with. That 5 to 20 percent chance of human extinction is overwhelmingly due to human causes, an apocalyptic conglomeration of AI rampage, nuclear warfare, life-destroying nanobots, or some combination of the above.

The cashier-in-training at Chick-Fil-A had started the job to buy a new car after his last one got totaled. A young woman with long black hair was doing her schoolwork intently at the bus stop. The bombing of Hiroshima occurred 76 years ago today, and today, as they do every year, Japan is holding a festival where they pray for peace. Humanity has seen worse, and I envision promise in our future.

In the meantime, it seems that the cause of the smoky incursion is a larger fire being blown in from the West Coast. Utahns who already blame everything on California have reason to rejoice. ∎

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Personal Update

Life Update: Academia, Quotes, Yesterday

I promised heterogeneity when I made this blog, so here’s a historical update, some quotes, and a casual movie review (vague spoilers for a two-year-old film ahead).

One of my favorite touches in the Harry Potter books is when Harry and Ron are complaining about their homework. Never mind that Harry has gotten whisked away from an abusive home and given a new chance at life, never mind that he’s discovered new powers and new friends, the fact remains that doing homework, even wizard homework, is still a chore. It’s beautifully human.

I think that’s the best metaphor for college. It’s a dream to be dedicating so much time to learning about this world’s history and material composition. I’m so privileged to have the opportunity to be here creating more opportunities for my future. I love the freedom of being on campus and exploring this corner of the universe. And yet, it is stressful (in its own lucky way) to stay on top of the constant flow of homework amid lecture, work, commuting, and all life’s other responsibilities. My day has quickly gone from an externally enforced strict routine to complete schedular anarchy to an internally enforced semi-strict routine. In return, here are several nuggets of scholarship that I’ve obtained:

"The point of life is not to have it but to do things with it."
   —Melissa Inouye, Crossings (2019)

“‘Unhappy man,’ said Candide, ‘I too have had some experience of this love, the sovereign of hearts, the soul of our souls; and it never got me anything but a single kiss and twenty kicks in the rear.’” 
   —Voltaire, Candide (1759)

“As a rule, the philosopher is never more of an ass than when he most confidently wishes to play God, when with remarkable assurance, he pronounces on the perfection of the world, wholly convinced that everything moves just so, in a nice, straight line, that every succeeding generation reaches perfection in a completely linear progression, according to his ideals of virtue and happiness. It so happens that he is always the ratio ultima, the last, the highest, link in the chain of being, the very culmination of it all. ‘Just see to what enlightenment, virtue and happiness the world has swung! And here, behold, am I at the top of the pendulum, the gilded tongue of the world’s scales!’” 
   —Johann Gottfried von Herder, On Historicism (1774)

"Eating hamburger with a fork? Might as well just be sprinkling for baptism!" 
   —my biology teacher during lecture, 2021 (my Danish friends would be guilty on both counts)

Last Friday, I watched the film Yesterday (2019). In the long tradition of me being a general liker of things, I liked it. It’s about a guy who’s an aspiring musician but isn’t particularly good at writing songs; only a former schoolmate (the love interest) sees value in the music he makes. A plot event causes everyone else in the world to forget who the Beatles were. The main character capitalizes on this, which catapults him to fame and prominence yet damages the one relationship that matters most of all.

It was immensely satisfying to watch Ed Sheeran play a relatively major role in a thinly-veiled critique of the music industry. I was also intrigued by how similar the balance that our John Lennon stand-in walks was to that of the titular character in Dear Evan Hansen: in both works, the main character sustains a lie that has inadvertently blown up to unexpected proportions and enjoys a better life because of it, yet is haunted by that unavoidable specter called truth.

The essential difference is the role of the main character’s romantic relationship: in Dear Evan Hansen, the relationship is merely an appendage of the world created by the lie; in the lighter Yesterday, it’s the thread that tugs him back to the real one. Both characters are trying to do the right thing in an out-of-control situation, but while Evan’s lie self-destructs when it reaches its agonizing breaking point, the more idealized Yesterday gives Jack the motive to face the problems he created on his own terms, enabling the film to comfortably win a rom-com ending even as it flirts with the conflict between reality and desire. The moral is simple, yet delivered beautifully at a crucial point in the story: “You want a good life? It’s not complicated. Tell the girl you love that you love her. And tell the truth to everyone whenever you can.”

That’s clearer wisdom than you’ll find in any university library. ∎